worry
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
i think that i've gotten a lot from my mom. genetically, i think too much about things... a whole darn lot. gah. i worry that i won't suit him. worry i dun deserve him... worry wat his bestfriends might think of me. gah. we had a drama moment just now and then i really felt that and i told him as well that if he was with me right now, and he give me a big hug and tell me that everything's gonna be fine, i would be just fine, like feeling blessed. :) so we are good. time to let go... time to push myself up. :)
i texted ki telling him that i don't want anything to change between us coz i hate it... and he said don't worry coz he's not letting me off that easily.. :) and i texted him that i heart him. its the same way that i hv for supi... n he said that makes the 2 of us. i then jokingly said he never said i heart u too and he texted me this, "That's because I heart you like crazy, and forever more babe.. :) " oh mine ki............. :)
