Many people feel that the trademark or watsoever u call it on the pics is nonsense.
:(

*sigh*



Hmmm... El, its really hard to say... ok, we chat, we sms, we meet, n i see u, ur beautiful..u have nice personality, a gd heart and u seem perfect. But el, i don't want to jump to serious relationshio at da moment. And i don't want to keep u hanging. And i don't noe if ur interested in me. N if u are, i'm scared i will disappoint u. U understand?

i didnt reply him...so he said..
El, i don't know if i've said the right thing...

after not replyin him for quite sumtym...

El....


and i replied:
I wud b lyin if i say i'm not lookin 4 a serious r.ship. I understand wer ur comin fr. But r u by any chance d least interested in me? (buat muka tebal)

and then he said:
Yes el, i like u.. El, u pretty sey el.. Bedek ke i tak suka..

that wasnt d answer i was lookin for.. so i said..
Wat? U like me because i'm pretty? when in the first place, i'm not even pretty.

he said:
Haahah!! No la el.. Not like dat. i like u 4 wat u are lah. Pretty is a bonus. Hmm.. El, i think ah, i ugly sey. Skinny bone look. Y u like me?

being me..
Who say i like u? Hehhehe..


p.s. I'm used to guys taking me as a "steppin stone" in their love life. WATS NEW? ryte p?

















I was browsing through many2 links of photoblogs of awesome photographers...

n i realised...

Damn my shots are crap..!

They are all equipped with the diff DSLRs and lenses.

Me? I'm wif my semi-dslr. Dang!
Nonetheless, i am grateful with what i have.
Lemme make do with my Olymp and try my best to get gd shots.

I want a fisheye camera!!!




I'm not really sure wat happened here... its all mixed up!!! Somebody please help me!!!! even my hotmail page is in this manner.. HELP!!!!

I just browsed through my older posts. It really helps having a blog. Seriously. It lets me take a quick peek back into the past bout what i have done and all.. and gives me a different feeling each time i do it. This time.., it was all the photos that i've taken the time to put up and relate stories bout the day. And then i realised that i have not been doing it. I know you babes will say... "Tahu pun. Amik gambar tapi tak upload2." Hehehhe...

Since i'm a professional bummer now, i have loads of time to do this ryte? hahha!!!
I will. As soon as any of u can figure out why sum of my pages are like the above....!!!
Azman? any idea???

So from today...

WATCH THIS SPACE.



I'm wasting my time babes.
So i'm deleting him outta my life.



got 3 new links for me to kepo myself away now that i'm a full time bummer.
Maybe i should really start to learn my camera functions...
My photos are very pixelated the last tym i use it.
And its true that my english is getting worse each day.
Too much of talking chinese wif my china colleagues.
Darn.

Yes Babes, i need the British Council thing ya'll have been talkin about.
HAHHAHAH!



I just love Allahyarham Yasmin Ahmad movies..........!!!

Angel,
I have a dream of you I can't defined
You've been on my mind
Don't go
I feel lost, without you by my side

Lost and on my own
Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Angel
Your brightest star is shining next to mine
Every night and day
You know
Stars exploded then they fade away
Then they fade away
Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Would you please be my baby
Come by and I lay you down
I'm loving when you say I love you too

Won't you please be my honey
I'm sorry that I let you down
Your eyes are breaking my heart in two
Break my heart in two

Angel
May the one above us keep you safe
For the rest of day
If he knows
How I love the smile all on your face
When you here to stay



jagohmerah says:
kalau tak rindu tak chat sampai pagi oiii

jagohmerah says:
hahahaha
dah.......
peluk bantal busuk tu... think of me....

el says:
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

jagohmerah says:
peluk kuat2
i feel

AGAIN I SAY.. U HAVE TO BE IN MY SHOES TO FEEL IT.



"Why do u want to resign?"

Coz i don't see myself doing this in the next month or even the next week.

"So wat are u going to do?"

Sit at home and help my mom make kuih raya.
hehe.

OK BABES... I DID IT.
Wednesday will be my last day.
Alhamdulillah...



i've talked to my mum.
And she says...

"Tell ur boss you want to resign."

I pray that everything will go smoothly for me Insya'Allah.



Met up with Idin, Didi and Mai ytd evening for buka as well as a chill out session after that. Idin is goin away to London for 3 years today for his studies and i do not get to send him off. He made me soooo guilty yesterday that I can't look him in the eyes... Work commitments shit. 3-11 shift tonight. and his flight is at 9pm. *sigh*

SORRY ADIK.

And they were talking about their plans for the future.
All of them.
Even from Azlina, who wasn't even around ytd.
And there i was, still thinking what am I going to do?

Idin's plan after studies is to work in an MNC, or even find a job in the Mddle East.
Mai is going to join the Police force and get a position inside that has to do with her Degree in Maths.
Didi is going to switch to full-time teaching instead of becoming an Allied Educator.
The same goes for Az.

My current position as a Junior Housekeeper.....
In the company, there is little chance of my pay going up.
And me climbing up the corporate ladder? Fat chance!
I've got no motivation to come to work in the 1st place. T
he Room Attendants(many) do not have any confidence in me...coz i'm just this small girl in their eyes.

I have to STOP WHINING!!!!!!
And start taking action!
But i just do not know where to start.
I did browse any available jobs for me on the net as well as the newspaper.
But how to go for interviews when i'm still having this full time job?
I don't have the time.
That is why i want to sit at home so that i can look for a proper job and go for interviews and all. There is a risk of not finding a job as what they say but I believe kalau ader my rezeki, Insya'Allah ada..



Jagohmerah says:
i oso keep waiting for u to be online...

Jagohmerah says:
evryday kalau bole nak chat
nasib jer takde

Jagohmerah says:
lebih kan rindu la

Jagohmerah says:
i memang nak miss u, pasal i tak nak buat keje.

I know what you're thinking babes... Melayu corniness.
But wadda hell....
U've got to be in my shoes to feel it. :)



I am really, really syukur for everything that He has been giving me and has given me, especially in this holy month of Ramadhan.

For Umi's health and for the peacefulness in the house.
I thank YOU, Allah.

in other minor stories,
i took a risk.
Told him I've missed him.
And as expected, he didnt reply.
Heh. I'm immuned to rejections.
Nothing new there.
So yeah.

Been meeting Mai a lot and discussing about our future.
*sigh*
My future is really bleak.
But i do know that whatever i'm doing, its not wat i wanna do for the rest of my life.
I love talking to people, interacting and all...
and Mai said that I'm definitely customer oriented.
So she said why dun i just try any customer service job.
AAARGHH! i duno.
I feel like just quiting my job, sit at home and make kuihs!
At least i get to spend quality time wif Umi and also learn the art of kuih-making. Heh!

In the mean time... check rooms ajer lah EL........

nura el
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