let's stay as friends...
Sunday, April 18, 2010
i just need you to spend my saturdays with.
I just need to smell you even when i'm having a blocked nose.
I just need a hug from you even when you come to me all so smelly.
i just need to hold your hand when we lie down under the stars.
i just need you to listen to my whining and stories at the end of each day.
Am i asking too much?
i just need you.
grown
Thursday, April 8, 2010
i was browsing through ppl's profiles... basically ppl from my past, ppl who were part of my life back then. and i realised how much we all have grown.. the last time i remembered, we were reciting the Brownie promise together, we were still crying to Vitamin C's Graduation and also how we promised to stay friends forever... and here we are, today, at 26. some r strangers, some r still friends, some r married, and some, have even become parents... but looking at where i am right now.................................
i'm just farking disappointed with myself.
God, help me.
1st
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
today, he sent me home. right to my doorstep. :) *on cloud nine*
i just can't stop smiling! :)
we had fun chilling at our usual spot... it was really, really nice... weeeeeeeeeee!
i gave him a back massage coz he was really exhausted from his 2 shifts... he loved my massage.. weeee!
he then took my sweater and rested for a bit... he made funny noises when he slept. :) no snoring though. heh.
he asked me to play wif his hair... ;) his curly hair... :) he likes it.. :)
he took my hands and smelled them to sleep... i like...! :)
we bite each other... :) he kept pinching my cheeks... :)
the closeness... i miss this kinda closeness.. :)
when he stopped at my block, he put his bike on mainstand... i was already grinning to myself. i didnt let him see though... :) he walked 1st, i followed behind. threw our rubbish and then we went up d lift... he gave me my phone and ic.. n i still couldn't stop smiling!!! and then he went out 1st. i can tell that he is not used to it but he is trying... :) soooooo
cute lah! he walked quite fast... :)then when we reach at my doorstep, it was awkward. i said thank you.. he didn't hear it though.. and then he asked wers my keys.. i said ada.. still smiling.. :) and then as i reach for my keys, i said bye. he said bye too.. :) i should have gave him a thank you hug.. :) i miss him already... :)
you
Sunday, April 4, 2010
why is it that you don't say nice things to me?
why is it that you don't hug me when i'm cold?
why is it that you don't walk me up right to my doorstep when u send me home?
why is it that we don't have intellectual conversations?
why is it that all u talk about is this n that song/band?
why is it that you don't show me that you care?
why is it that you say those things? do u mean them?
why is it that you don't feel me?
why is it that you're different?
why is it that sometimes i feel ur world champion?
why is it that you're always the one telling the stories?
why is it that i feel my stories bore you?
why is it that you don't ask about my friends the way i ask about them?
why is it that i don't understand u?
why is it that you can't listen to me?
why is it that u can't be d simplest bit normal?
why is it that i like you?
i've no fucking idea.
