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Monday, February 23, 2009

its my 10th working day today.
Heheh..
Yes! Gonna work my ass off till the holiday!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

i got not much to update actually.

Besides than talkin to the super annoying Fad everyday... *wink2*
I do not know wer this is headin. I mean.
I am confuse lah actually.
Like, well yeah. I like him.
But there is sth thats holdin me back.
I can talk shit wif him. but to a certain extent which i duno why lah.
Maybe i'm being cautious.
Maybe i dun wanna fall for him.

He's great.
Its like... haiyah. dunolah.
I REALLY DUNO.

wats new ryte?
el duno bout everything.

i wun wanna blog about A.S.
coz apparently my babes dun read bout him.
Cudnt be bothered they say.
*sigh*

The March trip is still not confirmed.
Its like me n mai already decided on a full plan.
sin-kl-genting-kl-bkk-koh pha ngan

but reanalysing, it is super rushing lah.
sum1 said.. "we are supposed to have a holiday and not an excursion.
So i'm really hopin mai can get another 2 days leave fr work so we have a 10 days trip!!! weeeeeeeee!!!
but well, all this is still pending.

so many things runnin in my head.
HAYWIRE!!!

*sigh*

i think i need my sleep now.

HAHAHA

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

this is funny.
Got it from my sis' blog.
funny how she finds all these things.

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no direction either

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

I know I've told you guys that i do not intend to get a job just yet.

I want to travel n travel wif my meagre salary till say maybe July?

Then i'll start lookin?

But, recently, i've met a guy called Fadhli.

Yes, you babes may say...another iMesh guy.

Yes. Wer else can i get to know guys??

That's besides the point lah.

Well, he's different in the sense that he really makes me see things.

I duno how to explain to you babes.

Like bout the job thing...

He said, "Ni ar melayu. Nanti2, punya nanti, lama2 naik sedap...kat situ ajer. Tak berubah."

Its true wat he says. I can't be too contented to wat i'm doing ryte now. I have to look forward. I have to get a stable job to save up for my future. To save up for 11.11.11 wich i want sooo much to happen insya'allah.

He aslo said, "Wat u can do is, find a job now. a stable one, then u can save more money to travel jauh lagi."

In one way or another, it is true lah wat he says. But well, lookin at how Dd and Az are struggling to find a stable job is really demoralising. No offense babes. You guys are like degree holders and me a diploma holder? wat are my chances compared to urs say? Gosh. I can't imagine.

I hate interviews. really no confidence man. I wonder how you two can cope.

ok2. I'm like blabbering. *sigh*

he also makes me see that A.S. is really a hypocrite. I mean not that you babes do not know lah. I mean i myself know. But well, i guess it takes an outsider to really knock ur head sometimes to make u really realise things.

So yeah.

No use hangin on when.......argggh. watever lah Syafiq.

ONE THING FOR SURE...I CANT WAIT FOR THE SUNBURST MUSIC FESTIVAL!!!!

LOVING THE BAND LINE-UPS!!!!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

go away

STOP COMING BACK INTO MY LIFE.

YOU ARE DISRUPTING EVERYTHING.

GO RUN TO RAFIDAH HARON.

GO!

STOP GIVING ME ALL THIS BULLSHIT.

YOU SELF-CENTRED IDIOT.

ME, THE ONE?
GO FUCK SPIDER AH!

yey yey!

Friday, February 13, 2009

Yey!!!! School's finally over!!! No more me blogging bout how tired and dreadful my Friday was!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

You know, i actually did have fun at today's class.

Bonded lil bit wif my group mates.

I had 38/50 for my test..

heehhehehe..

They even said Bye to me after everything...

I know...you mite say..

"LAME say EL." or "TAKDER LIFE SAK DEKNI."

But watever,

it means sth to me.

So yeah.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

I'm done wif school!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

In other stories..

You know, this feeling of uncertainty sux.

This feeling of ARRRRGH!!!! i duno!I duno! truly sux.

Yeah. U babes mite say..when is it that u know Nura?

hhehee..

Pt is. He wants me back.

Yep. U know who.

He says he's fer real this time. He says he wants this a lot. He wants to work things out.

But,

He has her.

Yeah. WADDAHELL!! U mite say.

Its like last tym lah el.

DUN BE STUPID.

I know. I know.

But I dunolah.

*sigh*

He says he wants to get married to me.

I'm not kidding.

He's nuts.

But, i felt that it is true.

He's never said it before.

To any1.

Really.

I wanna believe its true.

But,

he is still holding on to her.

Its crap. I know.

Again, dun be stupid.

He's talking cock.

I tot I've gotten over him. After a year of dating here and there,

I really tot i'm done and over wif him.

But wen he makes a re-appearance,

suddenly, its like..

these feelings came back from the dead.

Its uncontrollable.

I want him.

It could have been our 5th Valentine's Day together.

Could have.

I dunolah.

With him ard me, i feel complete.

Truly.

I tried to find that in others.

But to no avail.

He picks up her call when i'm wif him.

Personalized ring tone summore.

Stacie Orrico's I promise.

When she texts, he replies.

Even wen i'm talkin to him,

Even when i'm sacrificing my sleep for his project.

I keep quiet, not wanting my presence to be known.

WAT?

I know. I know.

CRAP.

on 12 Feb 09 @9.45am, he texted

"words juz cunt describe e gratitude i hav 2wrds ur sacrificial self.. i duno how 2 repay ur kindness dear.."

He says he will not lie to me anymore.

Really?

and last year, he texted (i keep precious texts)

"b4 i disappear 4 gd.. juz wana sae dat i stil do rmbr vividly dat nite we met at e playgrnd Xactly 3 yrs ago.. e 1st eve tyme syafiq met nura.. i sent u bek hme dat mrnin rmbr? il cherish it all well.. hope u had a nice v-day.. gd bye..

tc.."

He's been saying, "Just observe."

I 'll c how long more i can do just that.

To mark Vday 09, i wanna share wif u our 1st pic together.

16.02.05.

We would say,

"It just fits."

SUPERBLY STOOPID

Sunday, February 8, 2009

NURA EL = PLAIN GULLIBLE AND STUPID

HOW STUPID CAN IGET???

VERY, VERY, VERY STOOOOOOOPID!

tell me how am i suppose to believe that someday i will find the ONE?

TELL ME!!!!!!

I'm hating myself ever sooo much right now.

I'm sorry Az, Mai n Dd for being such a letdown.

i'm just a fuckin piece of shit.

duno why

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Why do i even bother to help you with your project?

Why?

I saw. "For the one and only." - from her.

Why didnt u ask her for help?
Why?
Why are WE doing this?
Why?

I'm confused.
Fuck.

went out wif...

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Remember I baked Oreo Cheesecake? Here's 2 pics of it.

Dad says very nice. Bro says too sweet. Sister & Mum hates cheese. Bestie likes it, and Syafiq says its great too!! WEeeeeee.. ! It could have been better. Next time i do again, I'll let Az n Dd try aite??? Mum says "Takper, first time buat memang gini. Nanti lama2 pandai." hehehhe. Thanks Umi!

Another SUPER TALL GUY!!! Taller than Supi!! And yeah. Beefier. If there's such a word!

He dun need to tiptoe to touch the sign lah!!!
Annoying!!

I like this!

And we found this circular thing on the road which according to him was due to bike going round n round the spot. Hence the markin. Isit?
I had to do this.. Weeeeeeeeeeee!

Betapa di dalam Bulatan. Ommmmm...

Up on a trailer. Always wanted to try!!

Then I saw this weird mirror on another massive trailer. Funny why it is there. Coz those kinda mirrors can only be found in the bathroom!!

Cool lah! HHAHHAHAH.

After walkin n walkin... we decided to chill at this bend..where sooo many big trucks n car... go round that bend..and every time it happens, i really feel like they were going to bang us!!! Not kidding!!! And there was this particular transformers cum like you know ermm...those lights all over...i duno how to describe lah! but it was cool. The driver horn a melodious horn..(i know illogical) but well.. yeah.. at us.. whenver he round the bend. hehehe..

Posin for potrait photos. WE hit it off pretty well. Hence the annoyin begins.. as always!

Look at him here! Tsk Tsk!

I wasnt happy how my hair turns out in the photos and he adjusted my hair!

As if that helps AIZ!! tengok! Serabai!!

Then...think next day...yap2.. went out wif Mai & Farid.

Here's us at New York Pizza @ Yishun.

Had our BIG pizza!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

Afterwards we went rounding2.. heheh..

This was taken at Jurong Hill. Too bad the entrance was closed. :(

While Farid and Mai chatted n chatted... i did wat i think i do best.. hehehe. Mcm paham ajer aku.

And then several days after, met these two 'sistas' for the insane LG session. Here's us over at Bras Basah before headin to woodlands. :)

Ok. am done wif my boring entry. :)

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Monday, February 2, 2009

I'm back! (after privatisin my blog for quite sumtym)

Here's sum updates about me.

1. I've deleted all the guys' numbers that is not applicable to my life.
Thus, i wun reply to/answer unknown numbers.

2. I've 'thrown' away ppl that is not important/who do not know a thing about me. Coz it's pointless.

3. I know now that Supi still picks up my call out of the close-bond we had last tym and not cause of he really cares. I dun need that dude. Just be happy in your own world wif her in it aite.

4. I've been helpin A.S. a lot with his project. I duno why. But yeah.

5. My California Fitness Membership is gonna end soon! Gonna go there wif Dids next monday to terminate it. Weeeeee! Flat abs? MY FOOT AR!!!!

6. I had a wickedly, awesome (tho brain-damage) LG session wif Azman n Mai!!!! Cotton on ey? HAHAHHAHH!!!

7. I met up wif this guy called Aizat. Took lotsa pics. Tho no tym to update. Weeee!

8. I have two more weeks of school left!!!

9. The hype bout goin Thailand is slowly dying. Aint know why. :(

10. Meeting Taufik this Sat. Tell u more once I'm done with it.

11. I made OREO CHEESECAKE today! Failed but ok lah. Edible. Hehehhee..

erm...i think thats about all fer now.
Talk to you soon!!!