I was wif Mia, Kama, Didi and Kak Das the whole day!!! It was awesome!!! We were at Grand Copthorne Hotel, having high tea with Afgan!!! weeeeeeeee!!!!! It was sooooo worth it. Call me a groupie. I don't care! Hehehhe... was soooo excited takin pics with all the celebrities.





i duno where else i can vent this out...
i MISS HIM A LOT.
I know you babes must be sick n tired of this phrase from me...
I'm sorry. I just can't help it. really.

AAARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!

why do i miss him so much?
I also have no reason for it...
I'm like "pungguk rindukan bulan" or rather shiok sendiri.
sigh... Merah..

tomorrow catchin Afgan in action!!!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
duno wat to wear tho. dang!



My mum cooked Sup Tulang for the 1st time.
Its quite gd... not bad for a first timer. Tak pedas tho. heh.
I ate bout 4... and i'm like soooooooooo pening now lah.
Nak muntah also got. Ish.
Too much. Now i know how Mai feels. :)

i sent a friend's request.
I've never done this b4.
and true enuf, as expected, it was rejected.
I know wer i stand.



D'Masiv - Merindukanmu

Saat aku tertawa diatas semua
Saat aku menangisi kesedihanku

Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang

Selama aku masih bisa bernafas
Masih sanggup berjalan kukan slalu memujamu
Meski ku tak tahu lagi engkau ada dimana
Dengarkanlah aku kumerindukanmu

Saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya
Saat aku meratapi kekalahanku
Aku ingin engkau selalu ada
Aku ingin engkau aku kenang







Banyak betul dugaan berpuasa di luar bulan Ramadhan ini.
Setan2 berkeliaran.
Dari segi fisikal dan mental, 'mereka' mencucukku agar aku batalkan puasa sunnah ini. Alhamdulillah... aku dapat bertahan sampai jam ini.

Lagi satu jam... dapat aku menikmati Nasi Goreng Kampung ku.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Merah, dimanakah engkau?



Hey... i actually do not know wat to blog about. A normal Monday, except i got a free ride to work. hehehe.. the advantage of working in a transportation company. :)

I had my Koka rice noodles today. Spicy Marinara for breakfast and Laksa for lunch.
Brought brownies to work as well... in which the only person who appreciated them at work was In. Either that or he was plainly hungry. Hehehe..

Fareed had them for breakfast as mentioned... topped wif chocolate sauce & m&ms!!! hahahah! Coolness. He said just now i should try puttin marshmellows in em next time. nice!! weeee!! And i told him we should do up a picnic next time.. like Pushing Daisies. Hehehe..

Mum said to me ytd that maybe I should Puasa Sunat Arafah.
And so i will.

Puasa hari ‘Arafah ialah puasa sunat pada hari kesembilan Dzulhijjah yang disunatkan bagi mereka yang tidak melakukan ibadah haji. Kelebihan berpuasa pada hari ini ialah ia dapat menghapuskan dosa-dosa setahun yang telah lalu dan dosa setahun yang akan datang, sebagaimana hadith yang telah diriwayatkan daripada Abu Qatadah al-Anshari ra:

Dan Rasulullah SAW ditanya tentang berpuasa di hari ‘Arafah. Maka Baginda bersabda: “Ia menebus dosa setahun yang telah lalu dan setahun yang akan datang.” (Hadith Riwayat Imam Muslim)

So babes... If u have the luxury to perform this... I guess you should... Insya'Allah.

Turning in now.. have to wake up for sahur later. :)

Missing you.

I was over at Dids' place over the weekend. was great being BUSOK at sum1 else's place. Thats really sth new lah! ahahh!!! then at night caught A Christmas Carol with Dd, Kak Das, Ca Ca, Awim n Rafi.. Rafi has been very annoying tho this weekend. Got angry at me and stuph.
Besides than his temper and his crudeness, he's a nice guy in general and yesterday he has admitted that he likes me already. I dun feel the same way tho. I'm not ready for commitments. Or rather.. my heart belongs to someone else.. :) Here's him.

That landed me n him at this place (which i duno wer) wer people were fishing and 'sourcin' for kupang. Was cool. A diff side of Singapore i've never seen before. :)

after the following photo, there was this uncle (who clear the plates) said.. and pointed to the sign behind him. hahahah! NO PHOTOGRAPHY allowed in Banquet!! NONSENSE!!!!

He tried the brownie i baked....said it was nice. Heh.. his bfast for tomorrow. hahah!


He had to send the car back to his sis place.. so we ended it early, at 10.

I've went out wif two guys in a week.
But all i can think about is you.
Where are you? I hope Mak n you are always safe n happy.

I'm guessing these facts.. Maybe they are true.. or maybe you'll say I think too much. You have deleted all your photos in ur acct, leaving one only. That picture also.. ppl would not know its u. I guess its because i put up your photo here.. thats why. You're just very angry at me for not askin ur permission watsoever to publish ur photo. I'm sorry aite... I've been saying sorry so many times. aint know why tho..

missing u still...

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

I got new blogskin!!! weeeeee!!!

Thanks Cha n Achu!!!!

I had a great evening yesterday with the ndp abang2 n paman2 and small girl and kak Das over at Mia's place...Eat and talk n stuphs. Paman Salleh was busy wanting to matchmake me wif his collegaue, Sulaiman. STOP IT NESS eh. And Dd plus Sis are not helping at all! sheeesh!!

Didnt go home...am here at small girl's place... buchuk n bachin nism personified.

Rafi was being SUPER ANNOYING ytd.... Scolded and got angry wif me.
Please ehh...he's not even my boyfriend.

"Feeling2 lah tu konon." Mia aka Tok Moh wud say. heh.

ok2.. ttyl...



Jason Mraz's Life is Wonderful just brought me back to Koh Pha Ngan...

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

awwww... i'm looking forward for my vacation....

ytd.. i received an email.. i have a new follower on Tweet.
U'll never guess who/wat it is..

It is actually PhanganTv!!! wat are the odds??
Its a sign...................... hehe.

well aniwaes.. i had a great lunch just now. Awesome Mee Kuah..
Thanks Along! Gonna meet the small girl again later for dinner at Mia's.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeee!! I just love the ndp mates!

I've been talkin to Fareed everynight now. The fat boy. Heheh..
Yan has been M.I.A.ing. aint know why. Thats why i say guys come n go in my life.. so yeah.



Caught it wif Didi n Mai just now.
Was a great 3 hours.
I'm tired now... can't blog much.
next time.. tomoro maybe.

:)



i was walking to work this morning and was kinda late but still took my time to walk, enjoying the day as it is...and then Jason Mraz & Colbie Cailat's Lucky came up on my MP3. That took me waaaay back to Redang Island wen me, Dd & Idin (not sure about Mai tho) kept singing n singing the song. aaaaahh..... so serene..

Do u hear me, I'm talking to you,
Across the water, across the deep, blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, Baby I'm trying..

awwww.... I miss Redang's crystal clear blue water..
The night where all of us just lay under the blanket of stars...
The evening where me and Idin drank "Arak ini mengandungi 3% Alkohol" hahhaha..
And were not satisfied and we got summore booze.. Then, Mai n me got high on laughing gas..
Didi got high on her icecream.. hahaha!! and i got seriously high... :)
Point is, I miss the beach... I can't wait to get to Phuket!!!!

I called him last night although i know that he won't pick up.
Psycho. I know.

Big boss not around for 3 days. Yippediii yippediii DOOO!!!

I'm readin the book called "Don't be Sad".
Its a self-help book. Truly need one..
There are some gd points in it. Really. Will share wif u in time to come..

Meetin Mai (maybe Dids too) later in the evening! weeeeeee!!!

Rafi has been annoying and weird at the same time. Wanted to meet me again yesterday.
He wants to meet me everyday apparently!!! I think. ish.

Btw, Rafi was the guy who asked for my number on Sunday mornin and met my mom on the same day..SUPER BRAVE but at the same time SUPER ANNOYING. But nice guy lah. has a temper though...

ok2.. back to work..

I NEED A NEW BLOGSKIN!!!!!!!!!!



Sheesh! Gotto change my blogskin again coz apparently the image used has been removed!!!!! so annoying. i do not know how to do this. Mai... will u? hehehhe....

I miss him like crazy again. *sigh*

Saw his profile... married? and he deleted all his friends?
Was he angry coz i posted his pic up?
*sigh* BIG MISTAKE El... BIG MISTAKE.

If ur reading this, by any chance... I'm sorry.



I miss him... We finally get to chat. After soooooooooo long.
He is like chipsmore. Sekejap ada, sekejap takda.
And there is nothing i can do about it. I do not want to force people to do things out of their own free will. So i can only pray, hope and wait. We wanted to meet but he said it wudnt be nice coz i'm workin the next day. So we decided to webcam. Coz he wanted to show me his janggut. Hahhaa.. I was excited!
And we did... and chatted till 3am! It was like the old days wer we enjoy teasing each other, sharing, and just talk about anitin that comes up. There was one point or many times actually in the chat that we didnt say anitin... and just look at each other. and then we sighed. :) we do miss each other but that is the furthest we cud go. Virtual hugs, virtual kiss. haha.
Knowing me, i know that wasnt enuf. I want the real person in front of me. So i decided to give it a shot (which i know 100% he wun respond) just to c whether i cud 'activate' (AES jacket and helmet..hahaha!) him. and just like the birthday, no news of him at all. But i still smile to myself... i duno why.



in other stories.. i've signed up for MDIS. I want to make this work. Truly. Insya'Allah...









He drew me this. CUTE RYTE? hahahahah!!! i know its not as good as Mr Art Teacher draw.. but its cute enuff for me. ahahhahha!




as expected...he's like any other typical MAT.
tsk tsk.
He asked me out today...
Its not gonna be easy for him.
I'm not ur average minah ok.
I'm a hybrid minah. Heh.



Just got home from watching 'My girlfriend is an Agent'. A good show!!! Az, u shud see this. a nice one. But.. apparently, i was laughing alone lah.. coz Dd was sleepin!! sheesh!!!!

We went to catch the stooopid soccer match at the stadium.
Singapore vs Thailand. Stoopidity content, super explicit. sheesh! Dun wanna talk about it. Partly, referee KAYU!!! 2ndly, Singapore Team... please!!!! Go train summore man! *sigh*
I still remember thoses days of watching great Singapore matches wif my Dad... days where Fandi, Abbas Saad, Alistair Edwards, Zulkarnaen, Malik Awab, Abdul Malik, David Lee, Rafi Ali, Zakaria Awang, Saswadimata Dasuki, Jang Jung, Aide and who else ar... hmm.. yeah... u get the picture. That was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nowadays, our soccer guys just want to be in the spotlight. *sigh*

After that, Mai went to meet Yunos.. and Dids n me didnt wanna go home.. so we randomly decided town to catch a movie so at least, we have bus to get home. THANKS to NRs! hehee..
Movies were fully packed...so we cant say no to the gal servin us. SO, we randomly decide, or rather i decide (sorry dd) lets catch the 12 oclock show. hahaha. it was only 10.30.
WE WERE VERY BORED. But, the last hour b4 12 went well.. we talked about family, our plans 5 years down the road and stuph. At least i have sth to work towards now. Thanks Dd!!!! Love ya a whole lot! and thanks again for saving me when i was stranded in Bali. REALLY owe u BIG TIME.

Earlier part of the day, Me, Mai n my family went to Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve to just take a stroll.. Was all great. I'll upload sum pics later into this entry. I hate Chevrolet cars. I'll never get one of those. super duper annoyin!!! signals and reverse gear all in 'special' place. oh. not to mention, the lever for the car boot. tsk tsk.

i was walkin home.. stoning, textin Fareed, and I heard sum1 did that kinda Mat2 sound make when they call minahs to me. so i cudnt be bothered. till.. this guy just came up to me and asked wers the petrol kiosk. i kindly tell him.. and we chatted for a bit. and............

HE ASKED FOR MY NUMBER.

Hahahhah!!! yeah. Finally.

But i wudnt count on it lah. As much as i want a guy to do that, n i got my wish, come to think of it, if he is THAT brave, he can get any gal's number he want. so yeah. wouldnt count on it.

Nytes people. or rather.. GOOD MORNING!







I dreamt of him last nyte.
it was so real....

did i tell u that i had a scary dream the other night as well?
this i have to jot down.

I dreamt Malaikat Maut came and told me my journey ends here.
I was lost and shocked.
this part is absurd tho. i plead wif him for another day on Earth.
he relented.
I told my parents and cried seeking their forgiveness.
and i remembered that i was thinkin this in the dream..
"No wonder i do not have any direction for my future. Truth is, I dun even have one."
I didnt get to meet my friends.. only distant relative. and then i woke up.

when is my turn? will i get to meet my mum and hug her and taste her cookin before it ends? will i get to call her OMMA? Will i get to tell my dad that i love him a lot even though i dun show it? will i get to seek their forgiveness? will i get to bully Dd? will i get to bite Mai? will i get to make Az luff wif my quirks? will i get to be at their marriage? will i get to smell my sister's busyokness again? will i get to even tell my Bro to assume his position as d oldest to my sis?

will i?



OK... here's the deal. Me, Mai n Azman caught an R21 movie, Humpday where as usual, i was asked for my IC. Nothing new there. :) haha! Movie was olryte tho there were certain dry parts where Mai constantly doze off. Hahhaa.

Done.. Chilled n go crazy wif hippidy hoppidy..


videos courtesy of Azman who never fail to entertain our nonsense. (thanks spastic!)


Then, went back to Seah Im Carpark where Mai parked her bike..


n Voila!!!! My helmet is gone!!!! and the metal plates that were supposed to go together wif the helmet is still hot... meaning... the theft just took place. Wat was worse.. Mai's part of the seat got burnt as well!!! SUPER ANNOYING aint it??


Guess wat time it happened? freakin 5am in the morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*sigh*


so, these two gals, super lost... sat at Seah Im Food Centre, had a cuppa Teh Tarik, tried to make sense of everything and tried to let the facts sink in.......



we were just lost. being super tired, we were really just talking cock..and laughed at the slightest things... till I spot this HUGE BLACK flying thing .... and I got scared. and WE got scared that we grabbed watever that was on the table and proceeded back to square 1.

laughed again at the now-missing-1-helmet-bike... one rode home... the other... took the train home..


*sigh*



Its been really, really, really a while since i update.
no time?
neh... thats not the real reason.
i guess i have been spendin whole lot of time in social networking sites like tagged, facebook and such. and more to chattin in msn too. i dun think any1 wud even bother to read this aniwae. but thats not the point, el.

the point is, i'm supposed to record events of my life sumwer so that when i'm like freakin old, i can re read these entries n go.. "oh yah.. i did this.." "ouh?? we went here?" "gosh. i'm so emo." things like that. but i haven been doin it. darn. n that talk about this space? Hah. semangat dua minit. coz i had a temp job. so yeah.

ok2... i'll do an update.
had a game night session at DeCoders' Cafe ytd wif usual crowd... Az, Dd (n awim), Mai n Azman.
was all cool till these SUPER ANNOYING kids started..."UGLEEE UGLEEEE UGLEEEE!!!!!!!!!' wif their high-pitched tones. GAWD they're super annoying!!!!!!! we played a number of games.. including Pandamonium, which i totally sucked!!! EEEEEARRRRRGHHH!! and which Didi happily laughed at me. sheeeesh! i'm gonna get u sumday. but money was not worth it. say.. $100 bucks for 3 hours gaming? damn. sorry babes.. the guy serving us, Matthew was great tho.

so for this weekend.. we'll c how it goes.. i'll update. wif pics. i promise.
to myself. i know..sounds lame. but yeah.
for memory sake.
weeee!!!

cheerios n have a great weekend ppl!

nura el
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