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Saturday, March 27, 2010
i went up to ask my mom today, "umi, macammane umi tahu yg abahlah yg umi nak kahwin?" and she said,"sebab abah tak balik rumah. dia sanggup nak hantar umi balik, amik umi balik, dia tinggal kat rumah makcik dia." i was like... "huh???" lost say!!! so i guess its d sacrifice that my dad made dat moved her. isit???? *lost* and then i asked her, "Camner calon2 yg Nur bawak balik? ok? mana satu Ma suka?" she laughed out loud!!! "Mana satu yang kau sukalah. yang rasa boleh jaga kau, yang baik, yang solat, yang kau kenal hati perut dia..." hmmmm... thats a toughie. hahah. zaki fits d bill. totally. but part 'nur suka' tu ada payau sikit. :)
i was chillin wif ki ytd and he made his confession. i saw it coming and was hoping that he wudnt say. but he did. he went "i think i should start dating." and i was like, "yeah man! u shud!" and then he said, "i wanna date you out." hahahaha! he knew wat i felt about him right from the start. a great friend. but he was glad that he got it off his chest. :) i hope that my friendship wif ki n wan stays really long... coz it really feels as though i've known them like forever. they felt the same way too... :) after he send me home.. he texted me...
"
Good night el..I am home..today as usual was fffaaannttaassttiicc..btw u said u wanted to know with whom I had that sparks, it is you..have a good rest..""
ki poured out to me ytd as well... he told me about his late mom. she passed away when he was 11... so he only has some memories of her. he don't even have a picture of her. it all got burnt by a jealous aunty. he has not been celebrating raya for the past 17 years and the only baju kurung he has is a yellow one which belonged to his dad once. he did good deeds for his mom, and he continued to study just because of a promise that he has made with his mom before she passed on. it was an emotional night ytd... He even loves it when a friend's mother nagged at him coz thats the closest he can have to a mom's love nagging. :)
i thank Allah for still keepin my mom with me... i thank Allah for waking me up to her constant nagging... at least when i hear her naggings early in the morning, i know that i still have her in my life. i thank Allah for the problems that he has given my family. at least i know i still have them to squabble with... :)
to a very close friend that has lost many of her love ones last year, lets just pray and give "Al fateha" to them constantly. at least they are with Him now... somewhere safer than here... i believe.
i'm heading out later... i hope everything goes smoothly... :)
