so near yet so far...
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I miss him... We finally get to chat. After soooooooooo long.
He is like chipsmore. Sekejap ada, sekejap takda.
And there is nothing i can do about it. I do not want to force people to do things out of their own free will. So i can only pray, hope and wait. We wanted to meet but he said it wudnt be nice coz i'm workin the next day. So we decided to webcam. Coz he wanted to show me his janggut. Hahhaa.. I was excited!
And we did... and chatted till 3am! It was like the old days wer we enjoy teasing each other, sharing, and just talk about anitin that comes up. There was one point or many times actually in the chat that we didnt say anitin... and just look at each other. and then we sighed. :) we do miss each other but that is the furthest we cud go. Virtual hugs, virtual kiss. haha.
Knowing me, i know that wasnt enuf. I want the real person in front of me. So i decided to give it a shot (which i know 100% he wun respond) just to c whether i cud 'activate' (AES jacket and helmet..hahaha!) him. and just like the birthday, no news of him at all. But i still smile to myself... i duno why.
in other stories.. i've signed up for MDIS. I want to make this work. Truly. Insya'Allah...
