again
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
I dreamt of him last nyte.
it was so real....
did i tell u that i had a scary dream the other night as well?
this i have to jot down.
I dreamt Malaikat Maut came and told me my journey ends here.
I was lost and shocked.
this part is absurd tho. i plead wif him for another day on Earth.
he relented.
I told my parents and cried seeking their forgiveness.
and i remembered that i was thinkin this in the dream..
"No wonder i do not have any direction for my future. Truth is, I dun even have one."
I didnt get to meet my friends.. only distant relative. and then i woke up.
when is my turn? will i get to meet my mum and hug her and taste her cookin before it ends? will i get to call her OMMA? Will i get to tell my dad that i love him a lot even though i dun show it? will i get to seek their forgiveness? will i get to bully Dd? will i get to bite Mai? will i get to make Az luff wif my quirks? will i get to be at their marriage? will i get to smell my sister's busyokness again? will i get to even tell my Bro to assume his position as d oldest to my sis?
will i?
