confused and lost still
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Met up with Idin, Didi and Mai ytd evening for buka as well as a chill out session after that. Idin is goin away to London for 3 years today for his studies and i do not get to send him off. He made me soooo guilty yesterday that I can't look him in the eyes... Work commitments shit. 3-11 shift tonight. and his flight is at 9pm. *sigh*
SORRY ADIK.
And they were talking about their plans for the future.
All of them.
Even from Azlina, who wasn't even around ytd.
And there i was, still thinking what am I going to do?
Idin's plan after studies is to work in an MNC, or even find a job in the Mddle East.
Mai is going to join the Police force and get a position inside that has to do with her Degree in Maths.
Didi is going to switch to full-time teaching instead of becoming an Allied Educator.
The same goes for Az.
My current position as a Junior Housekeeper.....
In the company, there is little chance of my pay going up.
And me climbing up the corporate ladder? Fat chance!
I've got no motivation to come to work in the 1st place. T
he Room Attendants(many) do not have any confidence in me...coz i'm just this small girl in their eyes.
I have to STOP WHINING!!!!!!
And start taking action!
But i just do not know where to start.
I did browse any available jobs for me on the net as well as the newspaper.
But how to go for interviews when i'm still having this full time job?
I don't have the time.
That is why i want to sit at home so that i can look for a proper job and go for interviews and all. There is a risk of not finding a job as what they say but I believe kalau ader my rezeki, Insya'Allah ada..
