worn out
Sunday, March 1, 2009
they say that workin is the best way to mend a broken heart.
well i guess i have overdone it.
not that i have a broken heart lah.
heheheh.
on my 12th consecutive day working, i took up another job.
A night job.
So basically, i'm workin 8am - 4pm, then 9pm - 7am.
YEAH. CRAZY. Everyone said so.
Everyone was ryte. i cannot cope wif only 3-4 hrs of sleep each day.
So i crumbled. 14th day and 3rd day workin that kinda hours made me go crazy!
Yesterday, i woke up after few hours of sleep bout 10am, wif fever.
I duno wats the temperature of high fever but the docs told me i had high fever of 38.6 Degree Celcius. and gave me lotsa medication. 5 different packets of pills!!!
I cudnt believe it was that serious. hehehe.. not that i dun feel it lah. But well, i have never EVER been this sicklah ever since the sec 2 incident wer i landed myself in Changi Hospital for a week! HAHAHHA...
Ytd was CT's engagement. and i cudnt go.
As much as i wanted to. I swear!
After took 2 panz hoping the fever would go away, i called Mai to come over so that we can take a cab together. She dun wanna ride coz it looks like it's gonna rain.
But funny enuff, when she reached my place, she was sweating like a pig.
When she arrived, i just vomitted. All the Mac'D food i had that night, was all out.
It was terrible. STINKING.
I was lying in my bed, tried my best to do my make up.
Yeah. Wif trembling hands and a sick face wich was definitely saying no to add-ons, i just tampal2 the best i could. You guessed it ryte. Didnt work out.
Even after Mai ironed my baju kurong (THANK YOU BABE!).
I put them on, then try to tampal2 summore. Cannot make it lah.
I feel terrrible. I look 10 times more TERRRRIBLE.
Not that i look good lah to start out wif.
So yeah.
Mai made the call for me.
She said, i shouldnt go in this kinda state.
I guess i couldnt too.
I will definitely be very, very weak.
I'M SO SORRY CT FOR MISSING YOUR ENGAGEMENT.
I'M SURE IT WAS A GRAND CELEBRATION.
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
I CAN;T WAIT FOR YOUR BIG DAY.
I HOPE U WUD UNDERSTAND.
AND WUN BOYCOTT ME.
IF U KNOW WAT I MEAN.
I'm still on medication.
They work!!!
i spent $45 on the docs.
if they don;t work, i'm gonna hunt the doctor down!
I can't feel my hands that much.
Legs are still wobbly.
Head spinning.
My whole mouth feels bitter and sore from the anitibiotics.
My temperature has gone down tho.
Thankfully.
But i still duno whether i can do the job tomorrow.
Whether i should continue my night job or not.
You see, the place wer i'm working at, even if ur not permanent,
you have to get a replacement for urself.
The job is easy. BUT its a fast paced environment.
VERY FAST. That i'm not kidding.
But for $60 per night, its that which keeps me going.
Even when i can't, that keeps me going.
Umi said,
"Rezeki mana2 leh cari. Buat ape nak duit banyak2? Kesihatan kan lagi important."
Many people said that also.
AS, Fad and Mai.
Thank you for reminding me bout that.
I AM STUBBORN.
I guess wat Fad says is ryte.
"Ikut cakap dia ajer."
Btw, AS, thank you for picking me up every morning at 7am for 3 days consecutively, to bring me from Senoko all the way to Farrer Park. I appreciate that.
Speaking of which,
Its been a while since i'm here and when i read my tagbox, WOW!
sum interesting stuphs up there.
And you babes didnt mention aniting to me?
HMMMMPH! Dun friend you!
I dun have the energy now to talk about AS.
Btw, '...' you know, you can leave ur name there.
I know who you are (not really2 know) tho i have not seen u.
I have heard stuphs bout you.
Not only from him but from sum other people as well.
But Rafidah, she is his supervisor at work?
I dindt know that. hehehehe.
And well, Fidah,
you might be reading all my entries for all i know, since ur friend has my link and all and given the wonders of technology shit.
I duno wats ur tots on him. or wat you are havin wif him.
Maybe, you are leading him on.
Maybe, you are just using him.
Maybe you love him that you are willing to overlook his flaws and all.
I duno what he has told you about me or other gals.
But well, you do know that I AM STUPID to trust him again.
Yes '...' he's just full of crap.
I really do not know wat he is thinking.
Wat he gains at the end of the day wif his lies and deceits.
So, i just hope that he is happy.
:)
Gals, when are we confirming our trip again.
It seems we are draggin this.
I need a break.
REALLY.
this green apple milkshake makes me feel like puking again.
I need ice cream.
:)
going back to bed now.
C ya gals ard!
