Yey!!!! School's finally over!!! No more me blogging bout how tired and dreadful my Friday was!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!You know, i actually did have fun at today's class.
Bonded lil bit wif my group mates.
I had 38/50 for my test..
heehhehehe..
They even said Bye to me after everything...
I know...you mite say..
"LAME say EL." or "TAKDER LIFE SAK DEKNI."
But watever,
it means sth to me.
So yeah.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
I'm done wif school!!!!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
In other stories..
You know, this feeling of uncertainty sux.
This feeling of ARRRRGH!!!! i duno!I duno! truly sux.
Yeah. U babes mite say..when is it that u know Nura?
hhehee..
Pt is. He wants me back.
Yep. U know who.
He says he's fer real this time. He says he wants this a lot. He wants to work things out.
But,
He has her.
Yeah. WADDAHELL!! U mite say.
Its like last tym lah el.
DUN BE STUPID.
I know. I know.
But I dunolah.
*sigh*
He says he wants to get married to me.
I'm not kidding.
He's nuts.
But, i felt that it is true.
He's never said it before.
To any1.
Really.
I wanna believe its true.
But,
he is still holding on to her.
Its crap. I know.
Again, dun be stupid.
He's talking cock.
I tot I've gotten over him. After a year of dating here and there,
I really tot i'm done and over wif him.
But wen he makes a re-appearance,
suddenly, its like..
these feelings came back from the dead.
Its uncontrollable.
I want him.
It could have been our 5th Valentine's Day together.
Could have.
I dunolah.
With him ard me, i feel complete.
Truly.
I tried to find that in others.
But to no avail.
He picks up her call when i'm wif him.
Personalized ring tone summore.
Stacie Orrico's I promise.
When she texts, he replies.
Even wen i'm talkin to him,
Even when i'm sacrificing my sleep for his project.
I keep quiet, not wanting my presence to be known.
WAT?
I know. I know.
CRAP.
on 12 Feb 09 @9.45am, he texted
"words juz cunt describe e gratitude i hav 2wrds ur sacrificial self.. i duno how 2 repay ur kindness dear.."
He says he will not lie to me anymore.
Really?
and last year, he texted (i keep precious texts)
"b4 i disappear 4 gd.. juz wana sae dat i stil do rmbr vividly dat nite we met at e playgrnd Xactly 3 yrs ago.. e 1st eve tyme syafiq met nura.. i sent u bek hme dat mrnin rmbr? il cherish it all well.. hope u had a nice v-day.. gd bye..
tc.."
He's been saying, "Just observe."
I 'll c how long more i can do just that.
To mark Vday 09, i wanna share wif u our 1st pic together.
16.02.05.
We would say,
"It just fits."
