why ar?
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
He just called.
Wow!!!
I'm sure some of u ever have this kinda feeling:
Like difficulty breathing, cause you don't want the truth to rise up to the surface.
Like you try so hard to contain all the hurtful emotions...coz you do not want to face them.
Yeah.
Its weird. No. Thats not the word.
I duno how to describe it.
As much as i wanna know who the lucky girl is, i hold back.
Coz i know the truth hurts.
Dammit lah El.
WTF.
So emotional for wat?!!!
Fuck lah.
Told yourself not to fall in love.I know i did.
But as you know, love work in funny ways.
Maybe its not love lah.
I duno lah...Fuck lah.
I'm guessing all this hurt is the feeling of loss.
I'm losing a closeness that was created for a short time.
I'm feeling it as I'm typing all this.
Shit. Tears welled up already.
Darn.
