tears
Sunday, January 11, 2009
i duno why i'm crying.
I guess I have been such a bother to him.
I should not have existed in his life.
I guess i hv been expecting things.
I feel that I'm losing him.
I guess, keepin him for a long time will not be happening...
Wat was i thinking?
I dun deserve to be a great friend to him.
I've so much flaws.
Shit. *sobs**Smile*. tears flowing and i can't control em.
Shit. why is this happening? wat am i doing?
i should not have gotten emotionally dependent on him.
Shit. I was? I didnt realise. Darn.
*sobs*
eyes gonna look really swollen lah later wen i see DD.
*sigh*
beta put on lotsa concealer.
As if that would help.
*sobs*
thank you tho the great extended friendship.
I'm sorry if i have ever hurt your feelings wif my stupid remarks.
I'm sorry.
