Adik
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Adik, why must you make me shout at you everytym?
U know that I hate doing that.
Everytime i scold you real bad, at the top of my lungs,
my chest will hurt. My heart will hurt.
Coz I've never wanna scold you nor even beat/slap you. But
sometimes you're just testing my patience.
You just do not respect me as your sister. And sometimes you do not even show respect
for Abah. He loves you a lot coz you're the youngest. We do spoil you every
now and then but you have to know that wif that comes respect.
I HATE it when YOU talk rudely at Abah n Umi. We've
never taught you that way. Maybe, partly, you feel neglected
coz we are bz with our own lives that we forget you sometimes.
For that I AM SORRY. But I do take you out and entertain you ryte?
Sometimes i call you up to check on what you are doing.
(although you are annoyed by it most of the time)
Just because I love you sis.
We love you.
You know that things are not going so well at home.
I know that you are having a rough time too. Coz u are after all only in P6.
And with lots of haps, you sometimes refuse to believe that this is all happening.
But, adik, after all, you can think for yourself.
I do not ask much from you. Just to play your part so that
everyone in the family is happy.
I hate to NAG. I hate to SHOUT.
And i know you hate me when I'm doing all that.
I'm sorry.
But for the sake of our family, I beg you adik, please.
Please.
p.s. All the best for you PSLE results tomorrow.
*hug*
