This entry is for the above mentioned.
for quite sometym. The longest I have to say among the list. (since Jan)in which i still keep in touch. tho there is still Fariz and Ez who calls me once in a while but thats another story altogether. Before you babes start wondering who this Syed is, what does he look like? is he cute? and all.. lemme show ya..hahha...wonders of technology. He has the looks. At least for me. But he's not photogenic. as my dear Az babe says, most guys are not photogenic. so yeah..here are some photos in the early days of our friendship.
I still remember how disappointing he was. And how i totally stereotyped him as one of the soccer guys. Totally. i was still workin with Chan Brothers that tym and its like we were supposed to meet up at Clarke Quay. And then, he stood me up! (i tot @ that tym). was so angry say. like budak bodoh..jalan2 alone.. annoying sak! (later i found out he didnt have keys to go home and changed after soccer and family were not at hm and he was waitin impatiently for sis to come back). and so. watever lah k..i decided i dun wanna meet him. but then..fate had diff plans fer us. He called me up and said he wanna make up for that day. so he actually came up to wdls to meet me. tho LATE. and when i met him for the very first tym, i was like...yeah....soooooo budak2 bola. wif his dressing, ppl can just know that he is just one of the soccer guys. so yeah.
And first impression that i had of him was really3 bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i duno who i told the very nyte bout him. i think Mai. He was really3 just talkin about himself all the way. about his life, about his past. about HIM. basically. none was about me. I was the listening ear. as always. :) his reason was that he always start of a friendship with him tellin about himself so that the other party can decide whether he/she wants to still carry on wif the friendship. so i was like.. OK. and listen. and listen. and listen. hahahaha... at the end of 2 gruellin hours.. i've known a whole lot bout him. and he knows nuts bout me. wakakakakakaka!!! and so...i decided. wat an egoistical guy. shit man!!! so here's a brief recap bout wat he told me: he was seeing 3 gals at once. not date lah..but like all gals have feelings for him lyk that but he just treat them as friends only. and i was there givin my brutally direct and honest opinion. (which he actually took em seriously apparently).
2nd tym we met again. aint know why. Fate has its weird ways. I guess. coz after that meetin, i told him that he totally dun impress me at all. he made me wait, he talks a lot. i was frank with him. and he asked me to give him another chance. and i was like...wadda hell! i've got nothing to lose. so yeah.. the 1st photo above was our first real meet up. he was a diff person totally and i was bein my usual self. as always. HE WAS LATE. gosh.. speakin of poor tym management. he is worse than me. i've met my arch nemesis. hahaha.. but aniwaes, the outing was great.. he can be the one to layan me wif my camwhoring needs. Hahahhaha..so yeah.. opinion bout him changed a bit. He told me that day that he has stop contacting all 3 girls. and i was like y? coz i told him to pick one and forget the rest. he said he dont want to continue hurtin the girls. so i was like....ooohk..gd for you. but wat he didnt tell me was: HE HAD PICKED ME.
i was totally oblivious to that. I swear. i just treated him as one of my guy friends. so....there were many a tyms when i went to watched his soccer matches coz being the soccer fanatic...i dun mind seating a full 90 mins. so yeah.. he plays really good. relli. not kidding. great butt. hehehe (*wink2* to mai). and a just nice soccer player body..hahhaha..
i duno when his feelings start to develop for me and i just cant remember when he told me he likes me. reli. so after spendin a lot of tym with him. yes, feelings for him started to grow. and yes. i told him. and then he started bein annoyin in which i cant stand. yes, he saw thru me and everything. which annoys me like hell coz i was transparent to him. he could read me. and i was hyperventilating. i was happy the way i am. livin in delusion, keepin everitin bottled up. and just smiling, acceptin wat comes and be happy and contented w/o asking for more. But Syed simply dun want me to be that person. He questions the way i am living my life. so i hate it!!!!!!!!!!! who is he to question the way i run my life? even my parents dun do that. so i withdrew myself from him. talk to him less and all. he keeps callin. i keep rejectin.
and one day i got a call from him. told me sth which actually made me wanna be there for him as a friend. i shall not tell you about it... coz well... its not nyce to share certain things about his personal life. ryte? tho some of you knows about it already. :) so well... here i am i guess, bein his companion for now. Moreover, when that day, he called me to tell me he met wif an accident, i totally freaked out! i rushed there wif Mai (even got lost) to see him. and well, met his Mom. made him brownies, visited his family.
AND
went jalan rayer with him ytd. and his family. it was a last minute thing. i was rottin at hm. he got his mum to ask me out. clever ryte he??? so how do i turn down sum1's mummy? I CAN'T. and sooo... being super shy, i just went along wif it. he even went back hm to change coz i didnt have gold nor yellow nor orange. (u'll c wat i mean later) i can really see that HE IS VERY2 happy. even his mum and the rest...soooooo accepting me. relli. they even after a tired day out, bothered to pose a family photo wif me. i kid u not...
i did tell Syed a few days ago (again and again) that i can only be there for him as a good friend. not more. and he said ok. The thing i dun understand is...WHY ME??? there are sooo many good lookin gals and good as well...why me?
he said "My heart has chosen U."
and i've got nothin to say. period.
He's so gayish in this 1st photo. i cudnt agree more. hahaha...
Thats his sister in yellow. The top one. yes. the top one Dids! remember Amy?
family potrait.. awwww... look at naima. 3rd top fr our right. She's a Nepalese. She's totally HOT HOT HOT!!! i'm havin a crush on her i think. hahahhaa. and his small sister on the front (long hair), besar confirm Jambu giler2...!!!!
Gimme a candid shot guys!!!
And here are sum shots when he sent me home after the whole event. just camwhorin away. and yes..he entertained my nonsense. hahaha...yes yunos!! coz of u n mai... he knows..
nura is full of nonsense. hahahaha!!!
and sooooo...he was askin me before he went home.
"Do i still stand a chance?"
wat do u think babes?
