Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Just reach home from work. Its the 3rd day that i am taking the Herbalife shake and tea. I feel really2 tired and lethargic and my gums are hurtin again just like how they hurt the previous tym i took the products. But titer told me it is all part of the journey. Its called
retracing. It is actually the effects of the products detoxifying your body. So all ur ailments will come out. Some ppl even have flu and all.
NO PAIN NO GAIN.And so i will persevere. I will discipline my self. I will withstand the pain no matter how tormenting it is. I want to have healthy glowing skin. Its not that i wanna be pretty. i know that i am not. truly. i just wanna have a healthy body. i do not want to complain about backaches anymore. and
I HATE IT WHEN PPL COMMENT ABOUT MY UGLY EYES!!!As much as i try to swallow and ignore, I just can't. It hurts.
So, i wanna stop all that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hope u babes can give me ur greatest support.
I know TK n TB can... Love u guys!!
I met up wif Kama and Chelz ytd and i got my Bdae pressies!!!!
hahha...yeah.. very late presents. But nonetheless.
i got a
guide book on DSLR camera!!!! super awesome.
and a mug! that says
"I do whatever the little voices tell me to do"Thanks dearies..
On Monday, Deepavali, i met up with my Babes for a movie.
MAX PAYNE was a PAIN IN THE ASS!!!
F**K lah!!! waste money only. I rather watch High School Musical all over again.
Mai, U Suck!!! Ryte Didi? HSM3 rawks!! i feel like a 14 year old. Gosh! hahaha..
Aniwaes, Babe, if ur reading this...u'll know its fer ya.
I have said tym and again that U DESERVE BETA.
It hurts me to see u like this when i know u can do 10 times BETA.
I am truly angry. U know, i have really run out of options to make u realise that.
But u insist that He's the one, insist that u cannot look elsewhere.
U KEEP RUNNING BACK TO HIM.
So what can i do? I just have to be.....i duno man... happy? I am not.
It hurts me. I know u dun listen to anyone. So if listening to UR heart gives u all this.
I think its high time u listen to ur BRAIN which is i STRONGLY believe is zillion times intelligent than mine. But fer now, i HAVE to be happy for you even though i duno for watever fuck reason.
p.s. : Soopy, i cant wait to see ur Rihanna-like hairdo. HAHHAHHAHH!!!
I miss u H. funny how i always have. but u keep running away.
