i duno man...
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Firstly
Az, thank you for the entry for me. :) Makes me feel lil bit better.
I duno lah babe. I really feel like shit sometimes. At 24, i'm still doin my Diploma and fucklah. Still repeat 1 year when i'm not supposed to be doing that.. *sigh*
And yes, it is just a piece of paper which you say so...but still, at the end of the day. Urs is a degree n mine, a dip. Aaaaargh! I think i'm just being emo elmo like wat Chels said. Hahaha! And Didi will go..."Stop being EMO!" Hahahha...
Btw Az, yeah i do have money to spend coz i have learnt that wealth is meant to be shared and not keep for ur own self-use. But then again, i have to work like everyday so that i do have that kinda money. and trust me, what i do is not that easy. Most people at the hotel thinks i'm some girl with no education and all...you know like those minahs who work their ass off in odd jobs? Yeah. They think i am that kinda girl. It sux sometimes when people have that kinda perception of me. But on the bright side, they love me...heheh.. coZ i am that super friendly and smily girl at the hotel that talks to everyone!! hahaha.! there is this Indian girl whom i think is pretty. Really. But she is just so arrogant that no one likes her. Even the Houseman, Deva. I was wif him when she passed by and i gave the thumbs up to Deva but he said "Nolah! Kau lagi bagus!" Dia sombong! hehehe... it made me feel unique coz even though i dun have the looks and status, people like me because i dun judge people.. hehehe!! this is my "Isi Bakul Angkat Sendirik" moment or wat Soopy n me would call IBAS. hehehe!
Its my 4th Herbalife Day. I finished my shakes and supposed to meet Titer today. But well, have to do it tomorrow because i have sooo many things to do. for school tomorrow. 2nd week. 12 more weeks to go!! I'm SERIOUSLY counting down till the day i am OVER and DONE wif School!! It sux coz i am paired up with this annoying in-crowd,skinny, skimpy-clad SMALL girl called Sylvia. I tell u babes what she has done in time to come. Say, tomorrow, IF she annoys me again! In which i bet she will!!! :)
I'm going Herbalife main office tomorrow for my meet up with titer. I'm doing this for real now! Seriously. So babes, again, i hope i'll receive ur full support. Maybe then, this might be one of the things that can make feel so not useless. I guess. So...i'm off now wif the many things to prep:
1. Iron : a. Chef's Jacket, the collar, the sleeve
b. Chef's Hat
c. Chef's Apron
d. Chef's Pants
e. Chef's Necktie (to fold and ironed)
f. Chef's Trouchon. or watever cloth.
2. Read up on the last week's topic and find a notebook to rewrite watever i've learnt.
3. Clean safety boots
4. Get a clean pair of socks
5. Prepare everything for tomorrow.
6. Clean room again. (forever say EL)
And i'm done for the evening i guess.
Thank you again Az... pinjam Aezim? HAHHAHAHH!!!
Btw Chels, thanks fer ur comments. I guess i have to take one day at a time. :)
yes you are good in finding my blog! awesome!!! i duno how u did that man! heheh
