Lonely September
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
I'm quelling all the feelings i have for ya... back to El.
just ate a big fat lunch. not that i'm not fat enuff. but yah. aint care.
I just wanna make myself happy and no care in this shit called 'feelings'.
Darn i'm annoyin.
i guess shit happens. Just when i feel that i'm ready to share,
its not reciprocated. ahhahha.. karma. padan muka kau.
Darn i'm annoyin.
maybe people might say i dun have patience.
maybe they are right.
or maybe not.
But watever! hahahhahaha...
wanted to give TNT their items but decided not to.
How annoyin can i get?!!!
AARRRRGHH!!!
i cried myself to sleep. frustrated wif myself.
aniwae babes, free on Sat? Dids comin over for tuition & i got nothin on.
HOW? HOW? its been a while lor...
